Dilemma

Have you facing this? Eventhough we are not doing wrong or something bad to them, they doing bad to us. I'm facing this right now.
Story 1:
One of my ex-staff reporting to me, currently my neighbour (not side by side but in one row with my house) is giving hurt to me. Last week sunday, he conduct open house but do not invite us. At first I keep saying... ala orang x invite lg senang x yah la pegi... but deep in my heart...I keep thinking why this situation happen to me? Yea... from other colleague, they inform that he was very grievance towards me. Actually, I do not know what I have done wrong towards him. He personally quit the company previously and gave reason that the management want him to join shift not work in normal working hour as the time reporting to me. Meaning change to other section. But he was thinking that it was a conspiracy done by me to let him move out. But commonly man... see yourself first. If you are right, the boss wont do it to you la... Actually, my boss and boss to the boss already rimas with his act and they plan that to limit his movement. Ye la if reporting to me he has to go out to visit vendor but the other section only work inside the kilang. I know you la... I've been working with you for almost four years and I really know yourself. See yourself first before pointing a finger towards others to show the wrong doings. Always missing from workplace... even the other neighbour report to me he lepak at house in the office hour.. cheating overtime... when comes to do works.. so many excuses given .. . .. I think I am the most simplest and the most democratic boss he ever had la... For the past 4 years I was giving him most tolerance that I can give and always support him what..... After he resign from the company he join a company and I heard it only last for 4 months only. I heard he gaduh with his boss... and now unemployed. Other collegues also now looking for him due to loan debt which not settle since he quit our company alhtough he has job at that moment. .... And right now I keep thinking .......how come a person with no jobs.... having unsettle amount of debt... which may be black list (he and his guarantors which also my friends) still have the wills to have an open house activity.... hmmm... blank...
Story 2:
My daughter's ex-pengasuh also conduct open house on saturday, and he also not inviting us. Blank... ye la marah mmg still ada sbb ada crita2 yang kurang menyenangkan masa dia menjaga my baby but itu kan cerita lama... I also still drop by her stall which sell Roti Canai... but not always la..sbb kurengg skit kan.. The most hurting is when the other neighbour do ask ...why not join the open house... how to join... orang x mau invite...

Blank... blank ... blank... what to do ... just be patient....
Plan: if we do open house or other activity... plan to invite them from both cases.... but what to do... pulus pula... tidak mengizinkan da... walau kecil2an.....

Checkup Again (7/10/2008)

My Hb goes down to 8.7. The doctor asked to check for FBC and the result is 9.9. Dont know! I already take the pills may be not enough as I skip taking it for 2 days last week on 1st and 2nd day of Hari Raya.Doctor said need to proceed to FBP to detect why my HB still low although I took pills and remind that I need to re-do the 2nd test of MGTT on week 28 of pregnancy. OK la doctor whatever lahh... But last week I feel pretty tired and weak.May be because of this low Hb and maybe because of tiredness of Hari Raya Celebration. What I do :
1. Eat vitamin as per instructed. 2 pills vitamin C, 2 iron, 1 folic acid, 1 vitamin B complex in the morning. Plus multivitamin (obimin) in the night.
2. Breakfast with 2pcs 1/3-cook 'telur ayam kampung'. I do it only for 4 days as my stock already finish. My MIL gave it that day.
3. Eat 'Roti Telur' at 10am also for 3 days. (Mmg rasa nak makan nie jerr)
4. Eat 'Nasi Lemak Ayam' at 1pm for 3 days. (Bkn x dak menu lain cuma memang terasa nak makan ni jer...)
And what I got:
1. My level of tiredness goes down. I feel stable.
2. I feel headache on the third day i follow this diet.
and what I do:
Stop diet no 3 and 4. Continue diet no 1. But I think I should continue diet no 2 if I still have some stock. (Eat vegetables...Drink a lot of water - ni memang slalu wat la....)

And everything seem to be OK right now. have another check up this coming 16th. Hopefully my HB will increase a little bit.

Cannot eat too much as my blood sugar level may be increase. Sadis...2x.

Welcome back Klang Valley Stooges!

Just enter office today after about a week of Eid holiday. Only a few cars at the parking lot give sign that many of friends still on their holiday. For my department, only my boss, the guy that just join the company and me report to work. The others still on their holiday. I already expect this situation (for my department) as the leave planning was already done before raya. Seem the same situation goes to the other department. Deep in my heart, still dont want to start work, but what to do as my hubby's boss already remind him before Hari Raya, to start work on Monday.... apa nak wat... terpaksa la balik jugak last night... dengan berat hatinya!

Just come back from hometown last night. Arrive home safely at around 11pm after a massive journey with traffic jam that took us almost 8 hours. Usually it only took us 5 hours to drive from Rawang to Alor Setar including breaks. Forgot to take picture as a prove but seriously last night was the worse traffic jam that I've ever been since I was travelling. The traffic jam start from Taiping! Not as usual, it only start after Ipoh area in heavy traffic time. But thanks to Allah, finally we manage to arrive home safely although we have not taken any break as all R&R and 'perhentian' area is full and packed with people. This end up with taking dinner around 12am last night as the stomach keep beeping for food...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri 1429H

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL FITRI

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

Ikhlas dari

FAIRUL, KAM & NURFATIN NABILAH

PARam Food Phobia....

In the last entries, I do said that I have to buy food from Pasar Ramadhan (PARam) for breakfasting. But seriously it only took me buying food for breakfasting from PARam for one week only. What was happen?! Dont know what have we eat. My hubby n I have diarrhoea on the 2nd week of Ramadhan. At first I dont believe that I can cook in a short period as usually arrive home around 6.15 -6.30pm but finally I do believe that I can!. Usually I try to prepare 2 simple dishes daily.. Ranges from Sambal Tumis (kejap Udang, kejap sotong or ikan) sayur masak lemak or Masak Air (sawi, tauge ke rebung ke) Masak kicap ... Goreng Kunyit (Daging ke udang ke) ... dont care wether it is tasty or not but of course it tasty la... sendiri mau mkn ma... . Nak makan sedap2 sikit tunggu la ari weekend kan... he he... Hubby also at first dont believe that I can cook as fast as that.... Ye la... at least ini adalah satu perkembangan yang baik la kan untuk diri sendiri... walaupun sedikit penat... at least kita puas hati ngan apa yang kita buat n kita makan. The best things is the lifetime for the food that we cook is longer compare to the food that we buy from PARam. Usually food that we buy from PARam cannot stand until Sahur time if we not put in the fridge. (Dont know wether this situation happen to the others or not but it happen to me) But food that we cook last longer not only until Iftar but it still OK for breakfasting on the following day if still have some left....

Kuih is Daily MUST! Tp x dak la buat plak... mesti beli... yang menjadi pilihan hubby n saya adalah kuih2 yang pedas la... karipap.. murtabak.. sardine roll... sardine puff ka.... cuma bila ada kuih yang wat weekend tuhh mcm karipap or sardine roll freeze kan n bila nak mkn goreng la on weekdays.

Ok till then...

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Ramadhan come again! Alhamdulillah ...Allah still me give chance to celebrate Ramadhan this year.

Hmm the best things in Ramadhan is our office hour ends-up at 5.00pm. Yesterday, I still arrived home at 7.15pm as my hubby arrived my office at 5.30pm, buying dishes at Pasar Ramadhan and heavy rain in Sg Buloh area and took Nabila from nursery. At nursery, only Nabila left. The other kids has been taken by their parents. Hopefully, today and the rest we can arrived earlier than this. Feel pity for the baby sitter too! Understood that she also want to feel the advantages of breakfasting with her family too!!
Actually for breakfasting, I prefer to cook myself... but u know sometimes the things that we want to do...we can't do.. hmm.. I will try my best to cook on working day.. on weekend of course la kan.. First day of ramadhan I have chance to prepare Ikan Terubuk Bakar (guna arang woo..) Air Asam, Kerabu Taugeh.. Nasi Goreng and Kuih Lopes... marvellous... eat till my hubby feel lazy to go to Surau for Terawikh and me... so full till asleep at sofa ...sorry la yang!! Bad habit kan!!

The not-so-good thing is 'poket kering da' ... as the government servant and other company employee's as well as my hubby did get the August salary somewhere in the end of august or early September...me and employee of .... company still do not know the status of our August salary. Some said it still on the same date with previous month!!! ghhhh... Can you imagine.. if our August salary somewhere in the middle.. husshh I can say middle although its not middle... how about our salary for September... is it after Hari Raya? Where everybody else do get their Hari Raya bonus or 1 month bonus or at least their salary before Hari Raya...? Oh god... May be because of that I can see my collegue in the office look for other job. Some focus on business... some focus on investment... some focus on how to get extra income... in the office hour... not rare here... And the famous scheme currently in our office is Program Wang Pos Ekspress... may be some other time I tell about that... dont worry I also join that.... who knows my luck... only those hardworking can get it...

OK, better late than never... Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa...

19+

I have a routine pregnancy check up with Klinik Kesihatan. Yess. It's time for me to go to office a little bit late. he he....Actually I plan to wash clothes. Already put in washing machine last night and let it soak in soap first. Wake up this morning at 5.55am prepare Chempedak Goreng and at the same time 'putar' the clothes in the machine. Finally end up with putting the clothes in the pail and fill the water up into the pail. I dont have enough time to 'bilas' la... Hmm.. time always not enough although we feel that we have some extras!! How precious it is kan...

I arrived at the clinic at sharp 9am. Still have a few moms in the que. Wait for the turn. Weigh myself at 62kg using the weighing machine provided. My turns come and the nurse took my BP, HB. As usual my HB always red meaning low compare to the standard that required for pregnant woman. But now lower than the previous. Nurse said she need to forward the case to the doctor, but then she refuse to do so and give me chance for another 1 month. She advice me to take pills. And this time she add the quantity. 2 pills for iron and vitamin c and still maintain 1 pills for folic acid and B-complex. Yea ... I know may be its my mistake la... for almost 1 month I'm not took that pills. In front of nurse I just said that I took it he.. he.. that the main reason. I feel like uwekkk when taking it... During my first pregnancy, I also faced this problem... and even in my pre-marriage I also faced this problem. My medical check-up to join my previous companies showed that too.

Today we face problem for one of the part. It's texturing different from previous texturing - a bit rough. Our vendor running it with second mold which has not been running for few month after retexturing activity in february. They also do not inform us that they were going to run the second mold instead of first mold like before. However, a few days back my staff did inform that the texture was different from previous. But my senior exec and do I agree to proceed delivery to customer with the reason that its texturing was not much different from old sample that we have.
And the result end with the first tier vendor before delivery to PERODUA do not accept it. They want approval from P2 first before they can proceed with it. P2 however asked for development sample first before they can approve. If we can prove it, they have no issue to let the part enter their line. And that's come the big problem. After pushing everybody to look for it, we can't find the development sample. What a big mistake!!!
All the parts that send to the first tier vendor have been returned back to us until we can get approval from P2. And at this moment we still can't get the approval from P2.
Luckily in our storage, we still have some stock from first mold previously. We deliver it first to our customer. Finally, we decide to rework the reject stock using sand paper gred 1000. After a few experiment and trial, we find it ok to proceed with it. First batch will be delivered by tomorrow. Hopefully... customer will be happy with the result. The important thing that should be remember - do not tell the customer that we have rework it...

Tata... mcm mana mau balik da.. hujan lebat ooo

Black Goat

Finally we got our salary for July 2008! Last night it already in my Maybank Account... hhhhh.... Told hubby to settle car (double pay this month so no need to worry next month payment), phone, insurance, bills. Hubby said next week he will get salary for August da.. What a bad company da... Apa nak wat yang! Sy cari makan kat situ....

Something happen just now that make me feel really annoy and irritate.

I was on the phone with Purchasing Man.. discussing about PO of Taper Gauge and Gauge Block that we ordered. After I hang off the phone... come a man ... hhh so busy body la..

He: Apa... tools yang banyak2 kita ada selama ni pegi mana!! (with arrogant face)
Me: (Just jungkitkan sy nye bahu... sbb mmg meluat sgt dengan dia ni. x pasal2 datang menyibuk hal kerja orang lain.. n dia ni memang jenis orang yang x boleh respect orang yang berlembut ngan dia. Kena sinis sikit)
He : Habis tu selama ni korang tak buat kerja ker yang tools semua tak derr!!!
Me: (Ishh mamat ni nak kena ni apahal lak menyibuk sgt ni) Abih tu dah semua tools bawak pigi korea mcm mana nak ada tools nyer... Terpaksa la cari lagi...
He: O. Brapa satu tools tu? (with arrogant face again !)
Me: Ala RM40 ja. Baik beli dari x dak !
He: (Angguk2) Hmm tau tak sal ari Isnin?
Me: Tau
He : Tau x tempat dia?
Me : X tau tp leh cari a!
He : Awak cari nanti awak naik ngan saya
Me: Saya drive sendiri.... (Mmg dah berhasrat x ingin naik kreta ngan dia dari masa dpt tau yang aku kena p ngan dia)
He: Ooo drive sendiri .. ha.. lagik ok la.. ingat awak naik ikut saya...

Hsssh ... I really irritate with that man la.. He is Manager for different department which have no issue to deal with ours... If he is a good manager, I can say I can respect him la... if he interupt me with good manner... but he is not.. I can't respect him on what he has done today and previous issue. I can see nothing... Just an arrogant face da... commonla man... A friend who just join our company is around when the incident happened. Immedietely after the man left us he asked who is that man that is so arrogant to talk like that. See how bad he is ...

I told the story to my boss and he said why dont you answer back... " Mmg kami x buat keja sebab masuk pkl 9 pkl 10.. mcm mana nak wat keja.. " reflecting back his wrong doing. But I'm not a person who is spontanous...can reply back with 'sinis' answer... But I'm satisfied coz
1. For this Monday (25th August 2008) Seminar at Sunway Convention Centre I will not car pool with him.
2. He asked me to join him although with arrogant face and maybe not frank also. (As far as I know he is not a type of person who like to let people car pool with him)

OK my husband has arrived. Time to go back... tata..

Hoop ho la hoop... mari kita gembira

This is my daughter's latest photo...taken yesterday @ 1year and 7 month (this 19th)
Hmm.. our plan to go MAHA 2008 last weekend postponed to next week since my family will come down to KL for Final Piala Malaysia at that time. It's my sister's wish to visit it as she is venturing in goats livestock. May be to get some latest knowledge about it. But for me and hubby, we all go there to get some contacts from krepek manufactures or any other product that can be sell. Ye la we all kat part time seller... and of course la ...ENJOY!!!
Last time when we go to MAHA (if I'm not mistaken it was held in PWTC) we bought variety of vegetables and it cost us only a few RM only compare to outside and of course its fresh from farms.

Pregnancy Symptoms....

aaaa... Today, I wake up late at 6.35am as a result of my tiredness and feeling uneasy to breath last night (although I dont have any ashtma)... but still managed to cook Nasi Goreng Malas for my hubby. Hubby told me last night that he already boring buying nasik lemak every morning and want to eat my Nasi Goreng Malas. (A few days back I am fasting so I dont have feeling to cook since hubby said "I can buy dont worry") Before 7am I already finish my Nasi Goreng Malas...Emmm sedap.. Its a simple cook. Lets try it...

Nasi Goreng Malas
1/2 Bawang besar
5 biji cili padi
3 tangkai cili kering
Fish ball/ ikan bilis
2 biji telur
Nasi sejuk

Cara2
1. Bawang besar, cili padi cili kering diracik halus. Fish Ball juga dipotong halus.
2.Panaskan sedikit minyak. Masukkan bahan yang diracik/potong ke dalam kuali.
3. Bila bahan tersebut sudah agak garing pecahkan 2 biji telur ke dalam kuali dan kacau sehingga agak kering dan halus.
4. Masukkan nasi, garam dan sedikit serbuk perasa.
5. Kacau sehingga nasi berasap bila dikacau barulah padamkan api.

A few days back I feel that my gum already swollen. I'm now only 4 month plus of pregnancy. For my last pregnancy, I also facing this problem but in the 7 month only it started. The doctor said that it's normal for preggy to have problem like that. So you must take a good food to maintain it. But I feel uneasy. Everytime there is blood stain on my gum and teeth and this will lead to bad odor of your mouth. I can only brush my teeth a little bit. If I brush it as usual the blood come out too much and also lead to more gum swollen. This also lead to bad odours to my mouth. I remember during my previus pregnancy, the dentist scold me that I was not brushed my teeth properly. Thats why gum problem happen. The doctor only do a simple scaling and I can remember it only takes about 5 minutes to finish it. Magically, after I gave my birth the problem suddenly disappeared eventhough I was not done anything to my teeth and gum. AND this time the same problem happen again. Should I go to see the dentist again? or should I just let the problem disappear just like that? Hmmmm.....

Ok it's already 6.10pm.. got to prepare for going back. Hubby is coming on the way... Have a nice weekend frenzz!!!

RM Blues...Hoorey Kedah Menang Lagi

Just renew my car roadtax which the last day is today 14August 2008 for RM72 . Hubby pay the insurance yesterday for RM 615.20 with Pacific Orient. Not as usual,where we got umbrella or etc, this time no souvenier for the payers (Not only to him but the other payers). The only best thing that we got this year is RM 625 for the petrol rebet. But the thing is, I still get RM -62.20 in my hand. ho ho....

Talk about RM, actually I still not get my salary for July 08. Not only me lah.... all worker in the kilang ok... for prodution poeple executive below.. they got advance for RM 200. Me? Nothing I got. Just hoping.. that the salary will appear into our account as soon as possible. Sad. The PA to the bos said... may be next week lah... hm.. hmmm... Apalagi should use our saving dulu la nak bayar hutang.. although actually I really don't have any saving. Syukur... I manage to cover... My Taska payment I advance it 1 month, same goes to my Personal Loan but not my car payment... Including this month I think this is more than 3 time I pay it after 17th. But this time, I think I better sacrifice to advance 1month for the payment. If not I will suffer for the late interest. Manyak ooo klu calculate although it only one, 2 or 3 days ajerr... hmmm... That's how suffer we are. But dunno why I still can work here. There must be something interesting here... what aaa?

I'm driving myself today. have a few things to do when going back.

1. Collect Comforter that sent to Dobby a few weeks ago. Hope nothing happen to my comforter though long delay...

2. Buying Cosway - got a few orders from friend who already paid it. Sorry ya my frenzz for long delay also.... Luckily for June sale I managed to get a few RM as bonuses from COSWAY. (I will use it to pay my comforter... )

Last night, I manage to cook Laksa Asam... very the simple mimple resipi lah... got from this. For working mum..you have to try this out. Senang ... cepat.. mudah dan sedap.... I think I start cooked at 9pm and managed to finish it at 9.45pm. Siap potong2 the timun, bawang, cabai melaka, asam limau.... Hmm.. sorri eek gambo dia cuma tinggal bekas jer..... he he...

Congratulation to Kenari team bolasepak Hijau Kuning kesayangan ku... Kita Menang lagi setelah Kedah membelasah Terengganu 3-0. You all pasti ke final... Yang pasti saya memang nak Kedah ke final.. so that my house will full of cherish at that time with family from Kedah... Just as last time when Kedah go for Final FA Cup... And disebabkan semangat, hubby dah pasang kat umah bendera Malaysia (semangat hari Kebangsaan... kan bulan OGOS skang ni!), bendera Kedah and Bendera Kelab Penyokong Bola Sepak Kedah (KEPAK) walaupun sebenarnya kami tinggal kat negeri Selangor haa. ..ha..(try to find bendera selangor...soon) CONGRATULATION to the team and penyokong2 KEDAH also!!!

Cuba Try TEst Tengok !!!

Since everybody in the world having their blog, Ifeel that would like to try it out too!! See how happening it is... And because of that I would like to give special thanks to my friends Miju !! After reading her blog I feel that I should have one like her. Of course there were several friends who suggest me to blog but none of them can make me start blogging .... ha..ha.... jangan maree....

Yesterday, read in Mingguan Wanita about pregnancy, the article suggest for the mommies to write their experince about pregnancy, (how they feel, what they think, what the important dates is your pregnancy... everything about pregnancy lahhh) either by modern method (blog or sewaktu dengannya) or traditional method (diary, calendar or scrap book).. .. So ... everyone that go through your experience can feel on what you feel plus when your child one day read it, they may feel appreciated of what their mum havedone. Hmm ..Finally... it also one of the reason why I try this out...

Hopefully.. my new mission bukan hangat2 taik ayam jer la...