Dilemma

Have you facing this? Eventhough we are not doing wrong or something bad to them, they doing bad to us. I'm facing this right now.
Story 1:
One of my ex-staff reporting to me, currently my neighbour (not side by side but in one row with my house) is giving hurt to me. Last week sunday, he conduct open house but do not invite us. At first I keep saying... ala orang x invite lg senang x yah la pegi... but deep in my heart...I keep thinking why this situation happen to me? Yea... from other colleague, they inform that he was very grievance towards me. Actually, I do not know what I have done wrong towards him. He personally quit the company previously and gave reason that the management want him to join shift not work in normal working hour as the time reporting to me. Meaning change to other section. But he was thinking that it was a conspiracy done by me to let him move out. But commonly man... see yourself first. If you are right, the boss wont do it to you la... Actually, my boss and boss to the boss already rimas with his act and they plan that to limit his movement. Ye la if reporting to me he has to go out to visit vendor but the other section only work inside the kilang. I know you la... I've been working with you for almost four years and I really know yourself. See yourself first before pointing a finger towards others to show the wrong doings. Always missing from workplace... even the other neighbour report to me he lepak at house in the office hour.. cheating overtime... when comes to do works.. so many excuses given .. . .. I think I am the most simplest and the most democratic boss he ever had la... For the past 4 years I was giving him most tolerance that I can give and always support him what..... After he resign from the company he join a company and I heard it only last for 4 months only. I heard he gaduh with his boss... and now unemployed. Other collegues also now looking for him due to loan debt which not settle since he quit our company alhtough he has job at that moment. .... And right now I keep thinking .......how come a person with no jobs.... having unsettle amount of debt... which may be black list (he and his guarantors which also my friends) still have the wills to have an open house activity.... hmmm... blank...
Story 2:
My daughter's ex-pengasuh also conduct open house on saturday, and he also not inviting us. Blank... ye la marah mmg still ada sbb ada crita2 yang kurang menyenangkan masa dia menjaga my baby but itu kan cerita lama... I also still drop by her stall which sell Roti Canai... but not always la..sbb kurengg skit kan.. The most hurting is when the other neighbour do ask ...why not join the open house... how to join... orang x mau invite...

Blank... blank ... blank... what to do ... just be patient....
Plan: if we do open house or other activity... plan to invite them from both cases.... but what to do... pulus pula... tidak mengizinkan da... walau kecil2an.....

Checkup Again (7/10/2008)

My Hb goes down to 8.7. The doctor asked to check for FBC and the result is 9.9. Dont know! I already take the pills may be not enough as I skip taking it for 2 days last week on 1st and 2nd day of Hari Raya.Doctor said need to proceed to FBP to detect why my HB still low although I took pills and remind that I need to re-do the 2nd test of MGTT on week 28 of pregnancy. OK la doctor whatever lahh... But last week I feel pretty tired and weak.May be because of this low Hb and maybe because of tiredness of Hari Raya Celebration. What I do :
1. Eat vitamin as per instructed. 2 pills vitamin C, 2 iron, 1 folic acid, 1 vitamin B complex in the morning. Plus multivitamin (obimin) in the night.
2. Breakfast with 2pcs 1/3-cook 'telur ayam kampung'. I do it only for 4 days as my stock already finish. My MIL gave it that day.
3. Eat 'Roti Telur' at 10am also for 3 days. (Mmg rasa nak makan nie jerr)
4. Eat 'Nasi Lemak Ayam' at 1pm for 3 days. (Bkn x dak menu lain cuma memang terasa nak makan ni jer...)
And what I got:
1. My level of tiredness goes down. I feel stable.
2. I feel headache on the third day i follow this diet.
and what I do:
Stop diet no 3 and 4. Continue diet no 1. But I think I should continue diet no 2 if I still have some stock. (Eat vegetables...Drink a lot of water - ni memang slalu wat la....)

And everything seem to be OK right now. have another check up this coming 16th. Hopefully my HB will increase a little bit.

Cannot eat too much as my blood sugar level may be increase. Sadis...2x.

Welcome back Klang Valley Stooges!

Just enter office today after about a week of Eid holiday. Only a few cars at the parking lot give sign that many of friends still on their holiday. For my department, only my boss, the guy that just join the company and me report to work. The others still on their holiday. I already expect this situation (for my department) as the leave planning was already done before raya. Seem the same situation goes to the other department. Deep in my heart, still dont want to start work, but what to do as my hubby's boss already remind him before Hari Raya, to start work on Monday.... apa nak wat... terpaksa la balik jugak last night... dengan berat hatinya!

Just come back from hometown last night. Arrive home safely at around 11pm after a massive journey with traffic jam that took us almost 8 hours. Usually it only took us 5 hours to drive from Rawang to Alor Setar including breaks. Forgot to take picture as a prove but seriously last night was the worse traffic jam that I've ever been since I was travelling. The traffic jam start from Taiping! Not as usual, it only start after Ipoh area in heavy traffic time. But thanks to Allah, finally we manage to arrive home safely although we have not taken any break as all R&R and 'perhentian' area is full and packed with people. This end up with taking dinner around 12am last night as the stomach keep beeping for food...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri 1429H

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL FITRI

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

Ikhlas dari

FAIRUL, KAM & NURFATIN NABILAH

PARam Food Phobia....

In the last entries, I do said that I have to buy food from Pasar Ramadhan (PARam) for breakfasting. But seriously it only took me buying food for breakfasting from PARam for one week only. What was happen?! Dont know what have we eat. My hubby n I have diarrhoea on the 2nd week of Ramadhan. At first I dont believe that I can cook in a short period as usually arrive home around 6.15 -6.30pm but finally I do believe that I can!. Usually I try to prepare 2 simple dishes daily.. Ranges from Sambal Tumis (kejap Udang, kejap sotong or ikan) sayur masak lemak or Masak Air (sawi, tauge ke rebung ke) Masak kicap ... Goreng Kunyit (Daging ke udang ke) ... dont care wether it is tasty or not but of course it tasty la... sendiri mau mkn ma... . Nak makan sedap2 sikit tunggu la ari weekend kan... he he... Hubby also at first dont believe that I can cook as fast as that.... Ye la... at least ini adalah satu perkembangan yang baik la kan untuk diri sendiri... walaupun sedikit penat... at least kita puas hati ngan apa yang kita buat n kita makan. The best things is the lifetime for the food that we cook is longer compare to the food that we buy from PARam. Usually food that we buy from PARam cannot stand until Sahur time if we not put in the fridge. (Dont know wether this situation happen to the others or not but it happen to me) But food that we cook last longer not only until Iftar but it still OK for breakfasting on the following day if still have some left....

Kuih is Daily MUST! Tp x dak la buat plak... mesti beli... yang menjadi pilihan hubby n saya adalah kuih2 yang pedas la... karipap.. murtabak.. sardine roll... sardine puff ka.... cuma bila ada kuih yang wat weekend tuhh mcm karipap or sardine roll freeze kan n bila nak mkn goreng la on weekdays.

Ok till then...

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Ramadhan come again! Alhamdulillah ...Allah still me give chance to celebrate Ramadhan this year.

Hmm the best things in Ramadhan is our office hour ends-up at 5.00pm. Yesterday, I still arrived home at 7.15pm as my hubby arrived my office at 5.30pm, buying dishes at Pasar Ramadhan and heavy rain in Sg Buloh area and took Nabila from nursery. At nursery, only Nabila left. The other kids has been taken by their parents. Hopefully, today and the rest we can arrived earlier than this. Feel pity for the baby sitter too! Understood that she also want to feel the advantages of breakfasting with her family too!!
Actually for breakfasting, I prefer to cook myself... but u know sometimes the things that we want to do...we can't do.. hmm.. I will try my best to cook on working day.. on weekend of course la kan.. First day of ramadhan I have chance to prepare Ikan Terubuk Bakar (guna arang woo..) Air Asam, Kerabu Taugeh.. Nasi Goreng and Kuih Lopes... marvellous... eat till my hubby feel lazy to go to Surau for Terawikh and me... so full till asleep at sofa ...sorry la yang!! Bad habit kan!!

The not-so-good thing is 'poket kering da' ... as the government servant and other company employee's as well as my hubby did get the August salary somewhere in the end of august or early September...me and employee of .... company still do not know the status of our August salary. Some said it still on the same date with previous month!!! ghhhh... Can you imagine.. if our August salary somewhere in the middle.. husshh I can say middle although its not middle... how about our salary for September... is it after Hari Raya? Where everybody else do get their Hari Raya bonus or 1 month bonus or at least their salary before Hari Raya...? Oh god... May be because of that I can see my collegue in the office look for other job. Some focus on business... some focus on investment... some focus on how to get extra income... in the office hour... not rare here... And the famous scheme currently in our office is Program Wang Pos Ekspress... may be some other time I tell about that... dont worry I also join that.... who knows my luck... only those hardworking can get it...

OK, better late than never... Selamat Menunaikan Ibadah Puasa...

19+

I have a routine pregnancy check up with Klinik Kesihatan. Yess. It's time for me to go to office a little bit late. he he....Actually I plan to wash clothes. Already put in washing machine last night and let it soak in soap first. Wake up this morning at 5.55am prepare Chempedak Goreng and at the same time 'putar' the clothes in the machine. Finally end up with putting the clothes in the pail and fill the water up into the pail. I dont have enough time to 'bilas' la... Hmm.. time always not enough although we feel that we have some extras!! How precious it is kan...

I arrived at the clinic at sharp 9am. Still have a few moms in the que. Wait for the turn. Weigh myself at 62kg using the weighing machine provided. My turns come and the nurse took my BP, HB. As usual my HB always red meaning low compare to the standard that required for pregnant woman. But now lower than the previous. Nurse said she need to forward the case to the doctor, but then she refuse to do so and give me chance for another 1 month. She advice me to take pills. And this time she add the quantity. 2 pills for iron and vitamin c and still maintain 1 pills for folic acid and B-complex. Yea ... I know may be its my mistake la... for almost 1 month I'm not took that pills. In front of nurse I just said that I took it he.. he.. that the main reason. I feel like uwekkk when taking it... During my first pregnancy, I also faced this problem... and even in my pre-marriage I also faced this problem. My medical check-up to join my previous companies showed that too.